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Tulah aku, nak post hari2, jgn nak mimpi. Sibuk tahap dewa. Sbb tu aku post masa weekend cenggini. Pukal punya post. Sekali 2-3 post daa, hakhak..Oklah, kali ni, aku akan sebut je apa2 benda yg aku teringat. Aku mmg pelupa, mana nak ingat semua benda yg jadi kat aku dlm masa seminggu nih. Tp, hamba akan berusaha.
1) Pada hari Rabu baru2 ni, kami ada kelas TITAS cam biasa. Minggu nih, kami blajar Tamadun Islam. Kat UDM, Terengganu nih, mana la ada sgt non-muslimnya. Jd non-Muslim kami jd tumpuan la kan, sbb lecturer tu nak tahu pendapat n pengetahuan bebudak non-Muslim ni pasal Islam. Minta Navittra ala2 Navy@Navie jwb, dia tak tahu sgt. Maka, R.B pon tolong jwbkan. Mula2 sedap je aku dgr dia menjawab, bebudak kelas TITAS siap tepuk tgn lagi, pasal dia jwb tepat n bernas. Pastu, agaknya dah terlebih excited agaknya, dia dgn suara yg lantang ala-ala bergegar Gunung Kinabalu dgn bangganya mengumumkan, "Saya juga tahu yg org Islam ni, kalau lelaki wajib BERKHATAM!" Amboih...Mmg la menyembor air liur aku gelak. Lawak gila. Tula, lain kali jangan excited sgt.
2) Fuyooh! Best dpt tgk n dgr abg Nazrey Johani Raihan nyanyi live! Walau pon berbulu juga la aku menunggu dpn dewan nak dekat 40 minit sbb geng dtg lewat. Lepas tu ada pula kumpulan nasyid Algebra. Sape tuh weh? Aku mmg x minat dgr lagu dorg, jeritnya lebih2 sgt. Nasyid jgn la jerit2 bro. Tak sesuai. Nasyid golongan tua juga yg halwa telinga dek aku. Dah la tu, bebudak perempuan confirm tak dengar dia nyanyi, mata dah melotot tgk vokalis Algebra tu. Bajet cute la katakan. Bajet je. Tak cute pun. Dek aku la. Mungkin aku x minat sgt kot org muka camtu. Pastu, dia siap gitau umur dia 21 thn dr UIA. Ceh. Nak dakwah ke, nak cari gf? Takpe la, mungkin dia ter-excited kot. Cik abang jgn wat lagi perangai camtu ye? Pastu abg Nazrey start nyanyi. Beshhhh...Sabahnya pekat gitu bila dia ckp. Kembang geng2 Sabah aku. Dia tengah kumpul duit nak wat Mahdi kat Sabah. Aku sokong. Hrp2 termakbul la hasrat dia tu. Boleh aku tumpang pahala hasil derma yg aku bagi. Insya Allah. Pastu...hmm...aku benci katak. Sorry la katak. Korg tak berdosa. Tapi aku mmg benci gila kat korg. Trauma kelas Bio Form 5 kot. Jgn mati sakit jantung sbb katak sudah..
3) Roommate aku asyik pasang lagu 'Dilema Cinta' nyanyian Ungu jer. Minat betul dia. Aku pula dok gelak2 dpn laptop sampai cramp perut baca blog org. Dia dah paham sgt, Kak M dia ni pelik. Sorry Atin. Betul la, aku mmg pelik. Siot tul. Kalau gelak, bkn nak pandang2. Susah berhenti pula tu. Benda kecik pun nak gelak lebih2. Bodo. Bodo punya perut.
4) Banyak gila semut kat bilik ni. Yang peliknya dia duk dlm almari kain, dekat buku. Puas aku cari makanan, takde pun. Bungkusan gula2 Fox aku dia tak nak pula hurung. Pelik. Ko nak apa semut?
5) Krisis dgn senior tak selesai lagi. Pening. Tak pasal2 aku dipaksa masuk council utk deal dgn senior2 (hais, tanggungjawab). Pastu mcm mana no phone aku leh sampai kat seniors? Cilako. Dahla aku mmg tak ingat muka2 senior, ni pula nama dorg. Aku mmg tak ingat weh. Mesti kena cap berlagak. Bukan berlagak, tp aku mmg tak ingat. Sorry la kalau aku tak tegur. Lagipun, sebetulnya, aku penat dah termalu sendiri. Bila aku bagi salam dan senyum, senior buat muka poyo, salam pon tak balas. Kejam. Aku juga ke yg salah. Gaduh dgn org lain, jgn heret org lain weh. Ceh, kan dah masuk web 2 kali hari ni...
Dah la tu. Tak ingat dah. -_-
Saturday, January 23, 2010
Am I a fag hag?
Dah la ada prob dalaman pula. Entah kenapa aku minat sgt dgn sorg perempuan jadian ni(senior). Bila classmates lain ckp pasal dia, semuanya geli-geleman dan kembang tekak. Tapi aku suka kat dia. Pd pandangan aku, dia lawa ya amat. Bila ckp suka bukan suka nak couple eh. Suka jer. Setiap kali nampak dia, bila balik mulalah aku bercerita mcm tak hengat2 dgn roommate aku yg mmg pendgr setia. Berguling2 dia gelak. Almaklumlah, roommate dia yg sorg ni pelik. Ada pula suka kat perempuan jadian?? Kalau ikut naluri perempuan asli, perempuan jadian ni mmg musuh ketat kami. Tp entah kenapa aku suka sgt kat dia. Minggu lepas, aku lewat masuk kelas Critical Reading. Terserempak dgn dia, dia tgh berdiri dpn pintu. Aiseh! Nampak mcm dah kurus sikit, agaknya waktu cuti sem. dia sibuk exercise. Rambut dah lurus, tak ikal cam sem. lepas. Muka dah comel, tp ekspresi tak boleh blah punya serius. Mungkin sbb dia consider dirinya perempuan, dan kami bdk2 junior yg perempuan ni ada prob dgn senior perempuan, jd dia rasa dia patut menjebakkan dirinya sama sebagai bukti keperempuanannya. Aku dah kemap...yelah tgh terpegun jumpa org yg disukai kat situ, panik lg sbb lewat. Aku dgn segala telatah kelam-kabut yg mmg gagal lagi x comel terus putar tombol pintu, tunggu nak buka n masuk je. Tetiba dia tegur, "No no no. This is my class, ur class is next door." Uwaah...speaking London. Aku jwb sepatah je. "Oh." Lepas tu aku pusing n terus gi classroom sebelah. Siot! Lupa cakap thank you. Sah2 dia ingat aku berlagak. Takde harapan la nak berbaik2 dgn dia. Dahla dia suka minah lawa2 je untuk jd geng dia. Bkn freak mcm aku yg tak reti nak bergaya n selalu kelam-kabut manjang. Walau pun sem lepas, masa majlis meraikan Tn Hj Jamil jd co-ordinator kami yg baru, dia duduk sebelah aku n macam ada bg hint2 nak berbual, tp tak reti nak mula kat mana (aku faham sgt dah, mmg semua org mcm tu dgn aku. Apa la, aku bukan king kong. Takut sgt nak tegur aku kenapa. Kecil hati mak, tau?)hmm, apa2 jelah. Walau pun ada rasa sikit tak best sbb gagal menunjukkan perangai yg baik dpn dia, tp aku excited gila sbb first time dpt tgk dia dekat2. Mmg comel...Haha, kalau dia baca...ntah2 dia yg takut kat aku. Nway, fag hag--> perempuan yg suka lelaki gay. Ya2, aku faham. Takyah terbelalak mcm tu.
oh..apakah...
lama tak post. Agak dah, mmg jenis x suka update. Sibuk pon ye gak, quiz la, book summary la...ceh3.Buhsan. X pe, skrg nak update.
Aih, banyak probs la skrg. Duit x de, kang nak kena cucuk. 3 assignments semua due minggu yg sama. Bapak sibuk. Nak buat assignment TITAS ada prob dgn resources pula. Kat UDM ni, bukan ada resource yg mencukupi. Cadang nak gi library UMT, jiran kami yg feymes. Pastu InsyaAllah esok nak gi library Kuala Terengganu. Harap2 dpt cr sumber yg dikehendaki. 15 buah buku tu. Fikir je dah penat. Tp sebagai pelajar BEN sem 2 yg berdedikasi, hamba mesti terus melangkah maju dan mara dgn penuh gigih...
Masalah emosi pun banyak. Entah kenapa diriku dikelilingi emosi negatif yg...well, negatif. Masalah dgn senior pasal baju korporat masih belum selesai. Macam budak2. Tak cool langsung. Kalau umur 5 tahun, x la hairan sgt. Ni masing2 tu ambil degree. Umur sah2 19 thn dan ke atas. Pasal baju pun nak masam2, kelat2, payau2 muka. Come on, girls! Grow up!
Aih, banyak probs la skrg. Duit x de, kang nak kena cucuk. 3 assignments semua due minggu yg sama. Bapak sibuk. Nak buat assignment TITAS ada prob dgn resources pula. Kat UDM ni, bukan ada resource yg mencukupi. Cadang nak gi library UMT, jiran kami yg feymes. Pastu InsyaAllah esok nak gi library Kuala Terengganu. Harap2 dpt cr sumber yg dikehendaki. 15 buah buku tu. Fikir je dah penat. Tp sebagai pelajar BEN sem 2 yg berdedikasi, hamba mesti terus melangkah maju dan mara dgn penuh gigih...
Masalah emosi pun banyak. Entah kenapa diriku dikelilingi emosi negatif yg...well, negatif. Masalah dgn senior pasal baju korporat masih belum selesai. Macam budak2. Tak cool langsung. Kalau umur 5 tahun, x la hairan sgt. Ni masing2 tu ambil degree. Umur sah2 19 thn dan ke atas. Pasal baju pun nak masam2, kelat2, payau2 muka. Come on, girls! Grow up!
Monday, January 11, 2010
Karangan BI zaman sekolah...prasejarah sungguh..
6.30, a Story
(They said help the people in need…)
He could do nothing but look on in disbelief. He stared and stared and stared. He opened his mouth to speak but nothing came out. “What should I do?” he thought to himself. “Should I call the police? Or should I just go home and pretend like nothing had happened? Hah! Like I can do all that! I can’t even understand what was going on!”
He was scared yet he was inquisitive. He wanted to know what was really happening right here, right now where he was standing, so still like a statue in front of this door. For the past three days, he had to pass this door, walking, for his car was in repair. And for the past three days, he had started to notice this door. Why? He had passed in front of this door for years while he was going to his office and while he was coming home from his office. Yet, never once did he notice this door.
He remembered about being sort of hypnotized three days before, when he was attracted to this door. Where does it lead to? He remembered how he had stood here, observing and admiring its beautiful carving. “How splendid!” He had exclaimed the first time he saw this mysterious door. Strange indeed, the house itself where the door was attached to was not as beautiful as its door. Instead, it was dull, old and eerie. “Whose house is this?” he had wondered. “So beautiful its door, yet so dull its house. This is very odd,” And that was when he heard the sound. The faint, beautiful melody of a violin.
He was thunderstruck. All of a sudden, he looked at his watch. 6.30 o’clock in the evening. And he remembered the sudden shiver that ran through his spine. He was not a coward. But he had never felt so frightened in his life. How he had spontaneously turned around to run! And how pale he grew when he saw a man, all dressed in black and appeared from no where just as he turned around. There was a young lady with the man. And she did not seem very happy with him.
The man was gripping her golden hair and was dragging her with him. “What are you doing? Let her go!” he shouted at the man in black. The man did not seem to hear. Instead, he dragged the poor lady and walked right through him like it is the most natural thing to do. Then, both of them vanished. How he had ran away, straight to his house and never went to join his friend’s party.
This horrible incident had happened over and over again for the past three days. And it had happened at exactly the same time. Half past six in the evening. Today, he had made his decision. He had no idea about who they were or even what they were. Whether they were human or not. But what kind of human that can go right through you? Well, he did not care about that. He had decided to help the poor lady escape. He was very sure now that the man is not a good presence.
And that was when he noticed that they did not vanish this time. The man in black was dragging the young lady towards the carved door. The lady pleaded for him to let her go, but the fierce man slapped her and opened the door. There were blood at the corner of her lips. “Let her go, you monster!” he shouted. Then, with all his might , he pulled the helpless lady. “No! Leave her with me! Leave her with me!” the mysterious man cried. He was looking very distressed. But he ignored the man’s cries and kept pulling her. At last, the man’s grip loosen and he managed to pull her towards him.
“Now you are doomed! You have to be responsible for what you had done!”the man bellowed and vanished into thin air. He stood there, with the lady in his arms. “Are you alright, madame?” he asked the lady.The lady did not answer. “Madame?” he whispered and he felt the same cold shiver running through his spine. She looked up.
At 3.00 a.m in the morning, there was a commotion in the neighbourhood. A man’s body was found in front of a door. They said the deceased body was not quite human anymore. Nobody know what had really happened and it was heard that the man had told nonsense stories about good and evil presence and a carved door for the past three days before he was found dead at the spot. “There’s nothing like that here,” his neighbour who had found his dead body muttered. They did not seem to notice a black figure which was standing beside the deceased, with a sad look in his eyes. As they took the body away, a faint violin sound was heard along with the breeze.
_____________________________________FIN______________________________
(They said help the people in need…)
He could do nothing but look on in disbelief. He stared and stared and stared. He opened his mouth to speak but nothing came out. “What should I do?” he thought to himself. “Should I call the police? Or should I just go home and pretend like nothing had happened? Hah! Like I can do all that! I can’t even understand what was going on!”
He was scared yet he was inquisitive. He wanted to know what was really happening right here, right now where he was standing, so still like a statue in front of this door. For the past three days, he had to pass this door, walking, for his car was in repair. And for the past three days, he had started to notice this door. Why? He had passed in front of this door for years while he was going to his office and while he was coming home from his office. Yet, never once did he notice this door.
He remembered about being sort of hypnotized three days before, when he was attracted to this door. Where does it lead to? He remembered how he had stood here, observing and admiring its beautiful carving. “How splendid!” He had exclaimed the first time he saw this mysterious door. Strange indeed, the house itself where the door was attached to was not as beautiful as its door. Instead, it was dull, old and eerie. “Whose house is this?” he had wondered. “So beautiful its door, yet so dull its house. This is very odd,” And that was when he heard the sound. The faint, beautiful melody of a violin.
He was thunderstruck. All of a sudden, he looked at his watch. 6.30 o’clock in the evening. And he remembered the sudden shiver that ran through his spine. He was not a coward. But he had never felt so frightened in his life. How he had spontaneously turned around to run! And how pale he grew when he saw a man, all dressed in black and appeared from no where just as he turned around. There was a young lady with the man. And she did not seem very happy with him.
The man was gripping her golden hair and was dragging her with him. “What are you doing? Let her go!” he shouted at the man in black. The man did not seem to hear. Instead, he dragged the poor lady and walked right through him like it is the most natural thing to do. Then, both of them vanished. How he had ran away, straight to his house and never went to join his friend’s party.
This horrible incident had happened over and over again for the past three days. And it had happened at exactly the same time. Half past six in the evening. Today, he had made his decision. He had no idea about who they were or even what they were. Whether they were human or not. But what kind of human that can go right through you? Well, he did not care about that. He had decided to help the poor lady escape. He was very sure now that the man is not a good presence.
And that was when he noticed that they did not vanish this time. The man in black was dragging the young lady towards the carved door. The lady pleaded for him to let her go, but the fierce man slapped her and opened the door. There were blood at the corner of her lips. “Let her go, you monster!” he shouted. Then, with all his might , he pulled the helpless lady. “No! Leave her with me! Leave her with me!” the mysterious man cried. He was looking very distressed. But he ignored the man’s cries and kept pulling her. At last, the man’s grip loosen and he managed to pull her towards him.
“Now you are doomed! You have to be responsible for what you had done!”the man bellowed and vanished into thin air. He stood there, with the lady in his arms. “Are you alright, madame?” he asked the lady.The lady did not answer. “Madame?” he whispered and he felt the same cold shiver running through his spine. She looked up.
At 3.00 a.m in the morning, there was a commotion in the neighbourhood. A man’s body was found in front of a door. They said the deceased body was not quite human anymore. Nobody know what had really happened and it was heard that the man had told nonsense stories about good and evil presence and a carved door for the past three days before he was found dead at the spot. “There’s nothing like that here,” his neighbour who had found his dead body muttered. They did not seem to notice a black figure which was standing beside the deceased, with a sad look in his eyes. As they took the body away, a faint violin sound was heard along with the breeze.
_____________________________________FIN______________________________
Di Sebalik Kejora (buat mama)
Sungguh, aku tertanya-tanya
Siapa yang boleh mengatakan benar?
Mungkin kau masih di sini
Kau kulihat pada segalanya
Kenanganmu masih utuh terhampar..
Jauh dalam kebekuan
Ku terdengar suaramu
Kau masih ilhamku
Apakah mungkin…
Bahawa kaulah kasih abadiku?
Melihatku nun dari sana
Terbangkanlah daku
Ke tempatmu berada
Nun di sebalik kejora
Kupohon moga malam ini
Senyumanmu kulihat sekali lagi
Senafas sahaja bukanlah jauh
Untuk bersamamu
Di sana
Adakah kau sedang lena?
Di sini, dalam mimpiku
Bukankah kita percaya
Kuasa yang tidak nyata?
Sambil hatiku mendakapmu
Satu denyutan cuma
Apa yang kau beri padaku
Kusemai sebaiknya, saban hari
Kerna setulusnya
Kaulah cinta abadiku
Tersenyum merenungku dari sana
Dan aku percaya kasih kita,
Akan kekal bersemi
Dan tak akan sesekali pergi
Terbangkanlah daku
Ke tempatmu berada
Nun di sebalik kejora
Ku berdoa kepada bintang malam
Semoga lembut wajahmu menjelma
Senafas cuma, bukanlah jauh
Ke tempatmu di sana…Mama.
Lawak tul...amik straight drpd lagu...teka la kalau terror
Sungguh, aku tertanya-tanya
Siapa yang boleh mengatakan benar?
Mungkin kau masih di sini
Kau kulihat pada segalanya
Kenanganmu masih utuh terhampar..
Jauh dalam kebekuan
Ku terdengar suaramu
Kau masih ilhamku
Apakah mungkin…
Bahawa kaulah kasih abadiku?
Melihatku nun dari sana
Terbangkanlah daku
Ke tempatmu berada
Nun di sebalik kejora
Kupohon moga malam ini
Senyumanmu kulihat sekali lagi
Senafas sahaja bukanlah jauh
Untuk bersamamu
Di sana
Adakah kau sedang lena?
Di sini, dalam mimpiku
Bukankah kita percaya
Kuasa yang tidak nyata?
Sambil hatiku mendakapmu
Satu denyutan cuma
Apa yang kau beri padaku
Kusemai sebaiknya, saban hari
Kerna setulusnya
Kaulah cinta abadiku
Tersenyum merenungku dari sana
Dan aku percaya kasih kita,
Akan kekal bersemi
Dan tak akan sesekali pergi
Terbangkanlah daku
Ke tempatmu berada
Nun di sebalik kejora
Ku berdoa kepada bintang malam
Semoga lembut wajahmu menjelma
Senafas cuma, bukanlah jauh
Ke tempatmu di sana…Mama.
Lawak tul...amik straight drpd lagu...teka la kalau terror
saje...
COMEL!!!! Kucing memang comel....Adeh, rindu plak kat kucing2ku di rumah...missed them terribly...Bilo nak balik oii!!
Assalamualaikum...hi..
Hohoho...tak sangkanya, tercipta juga blog ni...minta maap la kalau bosan, saya buta IT, ufufufu...
Ok2..salam perkenalan buat semua, maka dengan ini secara rasminya bertambah la seorang lagi pengguna Blogger. Kayo pak cik...Kenapa saya tetiba tulis blog? Entahla...mungkin sesaja kot...apa2 pun , marilah kita sama2 berharap saya akan tetap maju dalam penulisan blog ini dan bukannya separuh jalan je...Insya Allah...
Macam banyak nak tulis, tapi dah hilang pula dia...Nervous? Pelik tu...Di sini cuma saya, laptop, jari-jemariku dan Leona Lewis dengan lagu Better in Time nyer. Opps, lupa pula..roommate ada kat belakang nih, sibuk dia dengan AJL yg disiarkan Hot FM. Lantakla, saya bukan peduli sgt AJL ni...
Yang sebenarnya, saya kena buat summary buku nih...apa kerjalah memblog lak nih? Tak patut sungguh...Tapi benda biasalah kalau kita saja mengelat buat benda yg patut dengan melakukan benda2 yg tak patut. Muhahahahaha!!
Ok2..salam perkenalan buat semua, maka dengan ini secara rasminya bertambah la seorang lagi pengguna Blogger. Kayo pak cik...Kenapa saya tetiba tulis blog? Entahla...mungkin sesaja kot...apa2 pun , marilah kita sama2 berharap saya akan tetap maju dalam penulisan blog ini dan bukannya separuh jalan je...Insya Allah...
Macam banyak nak tulis, tapi dah hilang pula dia...Nervous? Pelik tu...Di sini cuma saya, laptop, jari-jemariku dan Leona Lewis dengan lagu Better in Time nyer. Opps, lupa pula..roommate ada kat belakang nih, sibuk dia dengan AJL yg disiarkan Hot FM. Lantakla, saya bukan peduli sgt AJL ni...
Yang sebenarnya, saya kena buat summary buku nih...apa kerjalah memblog lak nih? Tak patut sungguh...Tapi benda biasalah kalau kita saja mengelat buat benda yg patut dengan melakukan benda2 yg tak patut. Muhahahahaha!!
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